The realization that feelings never completely go away. The truest form of feelings - they linger; invisibly carved into your skin; your heart. They eat you away inside. They burn into your mind until when you find yourself remembering scenarios that never really happened or creating non-existent events, and that is when the 'hurt' consumes you in the moment that you realize that they never will. That things change, people, feelings, and what-not. That things never really last forever, and that when they expire, you are left tainted with feelings of nostalgia and pain, or with something worse - yourself.
The realization that feelings never completely go away. The truest form of feelings - they linger; invisibly carved into your skin; your heart. They eat you away inside. They burn into your mind until when you find yourself remembering scenarios that never really happened or creating non-existent events, and that is when the 'hurt' consumes you in the moment that you realize that they never will. That things change, people, feelings, and what-not. That things never really last forever, and that when they expire, you are left tainted with feelings of nostalgia and pain, or with something worse - yourself.
